Wednesday, Aug. 28, 2002 - 1:37 a.m.
Lovin' you isn't really somethin' I should do
Shouldn't wanna spend my time with you
I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kinda wrong
I couldn't sleep today, all I thought of was him and how godamm much I missed him. Looking at his photos on my phone and hugging my phone didn't work, either, but it did slap a smile across my miserable face, if only for several minutes.
I was feeling so emotional. Mum blamed/yelled at me. Lilia blamed/yelled at me. I cried. Coughed. Couldn't breathe.
OMG it's Wednesday. I mean I went through 2 days of this week already and once I get through Wednesday and another 2 days, it's the weekend and I'm gonna get to see him! =)
I'm loving how I found someone a gazillion brillion times better than that Airell. Gawsh, I can't even look at his name right now. Mamat. Mamat. Mamat. Mamat. =) 24/7 Mamat.
I'm sooo glad I can talk about him with my brother because both of them are really close. And everytime I talk about him, he's always smiling. =) Atleast he's happy with who I like for once!
SOOOOOO....aren't you guys glad that I've found someone new? =)=)=) Or aren't you reading any of my entries so far because I can't blame you!!
I've never felt this wayyy for another
Feelin' kinda straange but I love it
He looks Chinese here and his hair's so messy but he's so cute-looking! =P
