Wednesday, Sept. 04, 2002 - 7:41 pm
I woke up crying today. I felt so empty. I'm not sure if I cried because of my dream, which was Godknowswhat and then I thought about *him* and thought about how much I really missed him, cried some more, thought about how December isn't that far away, and cheered up.
Then I realised that the other he (Airell) is going to be at school today. And...frowwwwwwn.
It hasn't become annoying yet, but I'm sure it will be. He's like a big chunk of meat and a pack of wolves have come to chow him down. The pack of wolves being the people who supposedly misses him, but Ivan told me that nobody really wanted Airell back.
Battle of the 2 boys. But of course, we know who's the winner. ;)
Damn, if I had him, and lost Airell, it's not just win some, lose some. It's win so much, lose so little.
Already I'm so lonesome I could die...
