Sunday, Oct. 06, 2002 - 12:48 pm
I completed a full entry yesterday but Diaryland ate it up. Well, not Diaryland, but my Internet screwed up. It always screws up right before I type in the last word! GRRR!
Anyway. This is kinda what my entry was like:
OK! IT’S NOW !!BIG NEWS TIME!! Well not !!BIG NEWS!! for you guys, but for me, it’s definitely !!BIG NEWS!!
*sigh* Anyway, Friday night, Mamat went online and we actually had the longest conversation we ever had. Well, online conversation anyway. Kinda pathetic I know, but WOW, that was so cool. For me. Because for me, that’s !!BIG NEWS!!. Anyway, he was nice enough, gave me a lot of winks and smiles which, of course, made me go giggly for no particular reason.
As the conversation got cold and I ran out of things to say, I asked him, “Did you ask Widad if I liked you?” (because my cousin told me that he asked my other cousin – Widad – if I liked him) and he didn’t reply. Asked him another question, he didn’t answer, said goodbye and appeared offline, he went offline. *sigh*…
Anyway, yeah that’s it. That’s the !!BIG NEWS!!
Oh and a friend of mine asked me that if Airell asked me out again, would I say yes? So like, I said HELL NO I like someone else because you know, I like people knowing who I like and I’m proud of liking him because you know, I just am. Not like before, how I used to refuse to tell people who my ‘boyfriend’ was because I know they’d look at me in a different way. But, you know, all my cousins think it’s cool, so yeah, it’s cool! Yeah, I hate how I care about what people think. Ugh, I’m awful.
Anyway. That’s all, folks.
P.S Here’s a test I stole from nine-stars.
What was your favorite song? Do you remember it word for word now?
I used to go around the whole house singing, “I Swear”. I remember walking around the kitchen singing that at the top of my lungs. No-one tried to stop me. They just stared and listened. :P That was funny. Actually, I just heard the song a couple of days ago. The lyrics are just unforgettable. I still remember a little bit, just the chorus part.
What was your favorite cartoon? If you watch cartoons now... what is your current favorite?
My favourite cartoon. Wow, I can’t remember. It was something on Cartoon Network. I guess it was Popeye or Cow and Chicken. I watch a lot of Nicktoons now.
What was your favorite thing to eat for breakfast? Do you still like that dish?
I LOVED Koko Krunch cereal. I still do. Actually, I can hardly remember what I ate for breakfast.
Were you scared to look under the bed or at the closet @ night? Why or why not?
I didn’t really have a bed. I slept on a mattress on the floor because we lived in my grandparents’ house and all my cousins, aunts, and uncles lived there, too, so our family only had 1 bedroom. I’d usually sleep at my great aunts’ place where the babies slept as well, but sometimes I’d go to my parents’ room, squash in between them or sleep next to my brother’s bed (we had a double bed which belonged to my parents and a single bed for my brother). But no, I wasn’t scared of monsters or anything.
Who was your first crush? Do you still know the person?
In 1st grade, his name was Rahim. I don’t know him anymore, I’ve never even seen him ever since I left my old school (which was like 5 years ago?). But I pass his house everytime on my way to school.
If you "celebrate" Halloween... what was your favorite costume?
My brother bought me an Angel costume once. That was nice except the halo wouldn’t hold up, so I never wore that for Halloween. My favourite was…I don’t know what I was, but it was this pretty pink silk dress with kind of like a sari by the side. OH! I also remember having a cowboy costume my aunt bought for me. That was FUNNY. I had the whole hat, boots, everything. I liked the skirt though, it was cow-print.
Were you a daydreamer? What did your daydreams consist of?
Yeah, of course. Well, not then, but now I am. I mostly dream about my wedding day, you know, my wedding dress, the venue, the whole bridal make-up, and of course, my kids! My mum says I daydream too much. It’s only cause reality’s too harsh sometimes.
As a kid... what age did you think was sooooo old? What age do you think is OLD now?
I thought 20 was old. My cousin was 20 when I was little and I’d always look up to her, ‘cause 20-year-old people seemed like heroes for me. Now, I think, 70’s old. Or 80.
