Tuesday, Oct. 29, 2002 - 9:04 pm
Damn, I'm feeling kinda guilty now 'cause I'm being showered with everything I've wanted and the thought of me trying to attempt suicide in Singapore (tried to go through the window..wouldn't fit, thank God) makes me pinch myself. How stupid was I? It is true, despite the fact that it's awfully cliche, everything will turn out alright in the end.
Alright, enough vagueness.
Mamat's coming back!!!!!!!! And I thought it would be December or the next 2 years...tsk tsk. I underestimated this whole thing. Well, anyway, he's coming back 'cause of his Dad's birthday (on November 6th, so that's VERY CLOSE!) and wow, I don't know if I'm going to House 5 when he comes, 'cause that's a bit obvious...I mean when he left I stopped going and people asked me why, my answer was, "School work." but now, I just want to go so damn bad, but...ah fuck it. I'll go. Who cares?
ABSOLUTELY TERRIFIC THINGS
1. Mamat "supposedly" likes me (woohooyay - sure he doesn't know me at all well, but i do, 'cause girls do some latenight research when they like a guy...congrats to girls!)
2. Mamat's actually COMING HERE (woohooyay)
3. My friends are all terrifico (woohooyay)
4. My mum might come back from Singapore (woohooyay I'm crrrrraving for her soup!)
KIND-OF BAD THINGS
1. My other grandfather is in hospital, which is the reason for the above number 4.
Awww man. I feel so appreciated =)
