Tuesday, Nov. 05, 2002 - 10:09 pm
Yaya asked me today what she thought of the new “Christina Aguilera”. I know some people thought her video “Dirrty” was way too kinky. I personally didn’t mind. She was getting sick and tired of being an American pop princess, so she’s just like, “My fans don’t love me for the real me. I want to show ‘em who I really am, and if people appreciate that, they’re what I call true fans.” I mean, just because your label tells you to be all sugary, I mean, that’s just so fake! Being an American virgin at the age of 21 when you have that body, that’s just plain ridiculous. I mean, really.
I actually find Christina far better than Britney Spears. Britney’s still living under that virgin-until-I-get-married scam. She’s not being herself, unless she really is a poptart, which is hiiiighly unlikely for a 21-year-old hottie in this new millennium. I mean, sure, she’s sweet and all, but come on, be yourself!
I think I look up to Christina now. I mean, come on, look how many awards she’s won for Worst Dressed. Does she care? No. She does that because she likes it, she’s not trying to please every-fucking-body. She still dresses that way and she still wins Worst Dressed awards, but she doesn’t, like, care. That’s so cool for me, because I actually care what other people think of me. Man, is Christina strong. And like, she's TALKING to Eminem and she says he's "pretty cool" and that they're "have something in common, we like to speak our minds". Christina and Eminem? Wow. Who would've thought. Eminem rox my sox.
Talking about music, I did my flute exam today. I played my pieces okay, played a few sour E notes (E’s my worst note…grr, and it was the first note in my first piece, which is the most important thing of the exam), but it went very well. I did okay in my scales, too, I didn’t do any mistakes, but my arpeggios weren’t that hot. The examiner was nice, though, he let me have second chances to do things right and in the end, I got a big fat A!!!!!!
Yep, congratulations to me.
I haven’t told my mum yet. She’s bunking in my room and she just takes control and does the bed her way and turns the lights off and yells at me for still being in my school uniform. Dammit, I slept, okay, and she should know I’m the world’s worst procrastinator. And now she's going on about how I'm not listening to her. Do I not have ears? I'm listening, just not answering, because when I do answer, she yells at me for talking back, even if it's a mumble of a "Yes", she goes, "See! How rude are you?!" I know the death hurts her, but don't try and blame it on me. I don't know what's even happening right now.
I so suck.
