Monday, Nov. 11, 2002 - 9:52 pm
Ooooo weee so I'm with him now. =)=) I never felt so happy at school. Sure, yeah, of course I got pissed at people buttttttt maaaaaaaaaan could I have looked any more stupider?? Well, all smily and stuff. I'm just SO HAPPY!!!
He says he misses me so much he feels his heart's gonna explode. I just feel like licking him up for my satisfaction....ooo he'll taste good. All sugary and flossy. I imagine like candyfloss.
His nick is "!! BAD BOY 4 LIFE !! (don't worry jirz I didn't forget about you!!) Shitness, I am SERIOUSLY gonna cry when we break up (don't want to think about it). I've never really cried for a guy before. I have, I think, but just one tear and I didn't really feel heartbroken.
Oh yeah and Rafhanah this close friend of Airell's was chatting to me one time and she's like "Oh by the way, Airell asked me who he should go out with...and he mentioned your name...and he wants me to ask you if you would consider something like that..?" And get this: 1) He JUST asked Adeline out that weekend. 2) He thinks I have a boyfriend (I told him I did before I really did) 3) He is a goddamm ASSHOLE.
So yes, am I really suppose to like him now? Get a life!!!!! He is SO getting on my nerves, that chickendick.
My mum, my brother and I went grocery shopping today. That was pretty fun, cause we just picked anything off the shelves (haven't done that for a looong time) 'cause Mamat's mother gave my mum $1000 and she's just spending it on everything she can, but when she's in Singapore, she's gonna complain about money and how we spend too much.
Apart from all that.... I.AM.SO.HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I haven't been this happy when I got with someone, seriously. I mean, with Airell, I started cutting myself, for God's sake!! *sigh* And I haven't seen *him* for 3 months now and I still looooove him soooooo muuuchhhhh...er, puppy love, that is.
