Tuesday, Nov. 12, 2002 - 9:46 pm
2 more weeks and I’m off to Singapore again. I might possibly see Mamat there, won’t that be just my dream!? If he is going there, he might stay in the same hotel as ours and that would be sooo cool. We could go to like the cinema downstairs and do things together and stuff, though I doubt it. I can’t wait. He makes me sooooooo happy.
I told him that I took photos of him while he and Chris were dancing. He was like, “I can’t believe you have photos of me and Chris! I look ugly don’t I??? I’m so malu…” and I just thought to myself. HOW exactly can this guy be ugly in any way??? Yeah, I told him that. He’s never looked ugly to me. He HOT. I’m attracted to sixpacks, and he has them, and WOW. He’s so perfect and delicious I want to gobble him up. Yum yum.
Airell asked me out. He’s getting on my nervessssss!! First he started talking about our relationship, how he hasn’t felt ‘horny’ since we last broke up (oh. please. Was that all I was good for?), and how he bet we won’t ever be together again *like duh* then he was like, “I’m gonna give you a compliment, ok” and I was like, “Ok..” and he said, “You are a GOOD KISSER” That’s when I knew something was gonna happen.
“Would you give me another chance?” NO, FOR CHRIST’S SAKES, I TOLD YOU TWICE, I HAVE A BOYFRIEND. He said ooo no, you didn’t tell me, tell me for real, do you really have one? And I was like “Yes, I SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY do.” And he’s like, “Good for you! =)=)=)=)” and I’m like, “You don’t have to believe me” and he said he couldn’t be bothered.
So by this time, I got pissed (so I’m not good enough for another guy huh? You think I’m just gonna save myself for you? Tough luck, buddy) and I was like, “Fine, add him to your list, except he comes on around midnight cause he’s in UK” then he started calling him a jackass. Then he changed the subject and then he suddenly hit me with, “Since when have you gone out? A couple of days ago? GOOD FOR YOU!”
Urgh. After that I asked him about Adeline and he’s like, “Yeah I still like her,” and I got mad cause what was this guy gonna do? Just ask me out while he still likes her? He says he has no chance with her. Well, duh, do you think you have a chance with me? Or did your friends ‘force’ you to ask me out? Gettalife. For real.
I have wasted 3 paragraphs bitching about him. I don’t rox my sox anymore.
