Saturday, Nov. 30, 2002 - 4:45 pm
he didnt know my name. how can he possibly know how much i luv him!?!?
i cried soooooo hard. my face was scrunched up so much it couldnt scrunch up any more. i couldnt breathe. so then i tried to be strong unscrunched my face and took godknowshowmany gasping breaths of air.
oh gawd ne. if only u took those medications......
if i had someone to run to for help i'd be ok. but no, i don't. never have i cried on someones shoulder. never have they come and hugged me while i cried. the only comfort i had from crying were being offered a box of tissues.
i saw so many petrified crying faces that day. a little girl like me just had to be broken by that.
