Monday, Dec. 09, 2002 - 11:53 pm
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aiyahhhh so kacau u noeeeee i mean i know hari raya is for asking for forgiveness and all but so stupid money is also needed. i've visited 7 houses so far, but ada duit? nooooo.
di house 5 semua org $100 ah. aku saja $25. apakaaaaan sasakku knk2 ani im NEVER gonn hang out with them if theyll keep me from getting a $100!!!!! paluiiii banar. baie kaka tiqah ani.
so like......ada 25....ada 5 from maria rahmans place 2day.....my other 10 from yesterday apaaaa lagi kasih farouk lah kesian jua kan....me ada heart nie, even though i'm a selfish bitch, i have a heart bah. am i right?? yaaaa....
anyway....am gonna ask my babu for 300, puasa money bah!!! but kesian jua kanz. she already have me 200...untuk bali kasut, but apa lagi tersplurge tepulang. 100 lagi...for REAL kasut this time...habis lah. tanya saja..wont hurt rite. i need money to survive bah. indaku tarus spend, anu saja nie..save bah...
saw amni 2day lawa ia pulang. very the lawaness. BUT not hospitable. MWAHA. kan nangis ku sudah di baitul atu me selalu kana ketinggalan. i realised how horrible my life was..i thought abg kan marah me after that for going beraya-ings with them...ia atu malu kan...iatah....i thought ia kan marah...and i was like, "i bet abg kan marah aku at da end of dis day.." 2 kyanz kan and kyan and sham were like, "why??" then me cam.."ntah...owes like dis..." den sunyi tia...i noe..i noe..minta kesiankan...but like banar jua kan, apakan buat? so me kan nangis.
den kanifah like jir jir! so me tampat ia wif amni & abg. den nya si amni hi...me hi...indajua clear suaraku atu..malu brabis! den amrinah kah apakan..ia cam, "eh nica! laju tah!" den kanifah kana tour...so tinggal me & abg & amni tia tu....den sunyi2....malu2....ya noe....n den amni goes, "come come!!!" den abg trail ia lah...kebilik cium2 ahhh (abg ada hickey si amrina told him 2 pakai plaster, berigali ah) so anyway....kami tunggu tunggu....for a LOOONG time ah banci ku!!!!! den balik lah.
kanifah pun marah. the only happy guy was my abg. masa kami di maria, kanis marah cuz si amrina mcm lessie2 sama ia..pigang pigang and all.......berigali ah!! so she was mad, 2. abg n amni wen deyr 2gether uckk!!!!!!!! jahat, tinggalkan aku. jahat ahhhhh, everyday aku macam ani wen im wif dem.....iatah sasakku. but who cares. ima die anyway...sakit hati ku pulang, kan nangis ku.
nene lagi ku rindu.......
bah enuf tia eh........!!!!!!!!! cya.
~merc (nama saja wah!)
