Saturday, Jan. 11, 2003 - 10:25 pm
"why dont u go ur way n ill go mine?
live ur life, and ill live mine
baby you'll do well...and i'll be fine
cuz we're better off...seperated.."
that song almos made me cry [if it wasnt for my cuzens being here] wen i came bck from da airport 2 send moe off [6 FUCKING MONTHS!!!!!!!]...wen we hugged gudbye tearz were olredi wellin up in his face...n he wudnt luk bck wen he walked down da..um u no corridor thing....:(:(:(:(
&& my parents found out bout *las nite* wen we tryd 2 kiss in da boyz changin room [& da badminton court & da garage place]...a. midz n alai bahar were sooooo nice they were thinkin of plans 2 get us both 2 kiss..where and when n how 2 get der wifout lilia knowin....
they were spose 2 sleep at 3 but settled for 7am instead [and they wer goin 2 bukit shahbandar the nxt day..at 10am!!] cuz they were sooo patient wif us...pshaw sweet...evry1 was planning on how wher n when...so sweet....:)
neway my parents forgiv me alredy they let me go 2 hse 5 2nite..:) i got der trust back but after words of advice from daddy as usual..."dont let ppl mke fools of u, bcuz dey remember d stupid things n nvr d good" aw daddy.
on a liter n mor funnyer note, i noe a fat guy called saiful.....fuck hes sooo funny man...his fren wafi is my cuzens b/f...n he was at h5 wif him las nite waiting 4 d both of em 2 kiss n he was gettin so tired n bored n he sed "ehhh dehydrated ku eh!!" n den mamat asked evry1 if they wnted 2 go wit him 2 get an icecream, evry1 sed no but minutes later, i saw him come bck wif an icecream n also saiful!! saiful was gettin 2 dehydrated dat he got an icecream. phsaw yellow rhino [lol our nik 4 him].
my point: how come wen i find lurv, its owez off limits?????
p.s also 2nite was kynda fun, cuz mamat n nafisah came over after d airport n we wer all acting SOOO crazy [nafisah shaved her legz lol] we wer all scared so all 3 of us cuddled underneath d blankets n den suddnly we all fell asleep it was al a realy sweet thing :)
pps. i havent eaten a single proper meal except for breakfast since i woke up this morning at 4...funny thing is i dnt feel hungry....oooooh moe how i crave.
