Friday, Jun. 13, 2003 - 1:28 am
finally i got through this thing! so anyway at about 11.30 i went downstairs and saw Hizbul. then we went up the stairs together n into dullah's guestroom n then into the bedroom. He just came closer n closer 2 me n i leaned in at first but then he asked, "u wanna do it now?" n im like yeah. then we kissed. I was so blur at first! i was like woa, how to kiss, woa wat we doing? is this french? ooooooooo its french. Hahaha!
We kissed standin up for a while, against the wall. then he asked "do u want to lie down?" i was SOO happy when he asked that cuz i ALWAYS wanted to kiss lying down. so close bah haha. Then yeah we kissed lying down, me on the bottom. but it wasnt a straight line so yeah. we rolled over and me on top haha. Then yea kiss and kiss then he brought me up n i sat on him n we kissed. We hugged a lot too.
then we lied down again and he touched my boobs n he went down but he went INNNN you know like in in!! so i was scared n i just put his hand away from there. then he kept asking y y y y y. omg haha. n he wanted to go up my shirt but u know when ppl touch my stomach i go all squirmy so yea i was laughing =
oo once we were standing up kissing (we stand, sit, lie, stand, lie, sit, lie, stand, sit, stand~) and i was so scared abg M would come n catch us u know!!!!! and i kept on saying we should go we should go. and hes like so calm n romantic n he's like, "Just for a while..." then kiss me again n i cant help myself .
hes so sweet hes like "just for a wile........" and once we were huggin n kissin n i was like "i gotta go..." n he said "wat if i dont wanna let u go?" awwww ='( he so... suave!!!! n once we were just hugging, us face 2 face just lookin into each others eyes. hes so hot man.
and when he kisses he goes like TURBO man haha sooo fast. Oh also once when we were lying down, u know i was like *pumpin up* and he was like kynda *humpin* me hahah, but NOT NAKED please. if i shave me pubes he can touch allll he wants~ haha.
Whenever i walked towards the door he would just stay and pull me back n kiss me again. n once i heard some noises n i was like "o shyt! hes here!!!" n it was quiet for a while n Hizbul was like "no hes not..." i was like PANIC n he was all calm n gentleyy~ He kissed my neck oso hehe. hes so cute! and he says im so ticklish all over and when he says ticklish he says "tickliscsh."
u know when we stopped kissin for a while he would strike up questions. so weird like he has conversations in the middle of kisses haha so i was laughing. he asked "u watched finding nemo jus now?" and then "wat time u gon sleep?" haha so weird meh... i kept touchin his hair haha so nice n fluffy..! n he's SO flawless. nothin on his face!!
In the end when we DID finally go, i really thought abg m was there. thats why he went oso. So like i ran downstairs rite n he came after me n hes like "hey wait.. give me one more kiss" His face was sooo red!! hehehehe! then yeah i ran up the grand stairs and to afiqahs, watched tv for a while. my parents came and didnt say anything i thought they knew but i acted calm heheh~~~ *sigh*
and then when i msged him i said "f abg m asks u tell him u wer talkin 2 me fo a wyle" n he said "he ddn say anethin. hehe good kissr" =) yeaaaaa i get dat a lot. haha! =P i really dunno how?? hrm.. i just do watever. hehehe. apakanz. perasan to the Max yo!
